aRah’s Blog

i didn’t meant to hurt someone like you but it just happened!. i don’t know how to say personally how sorry i am!. you’re really a good person and a good friend of mine but i didn’t expect that it will end up like this!! i don’t know what happen i just woke up and everythings change!. if only i can turn back time i will turn back the times that were okey and always happy!. sharing beautiful and happy memories with our friends.!

All i can say is I WANT TO BE JUST LIKE BEFORE.

i like some1 but he didnt notice it.. ! i can’t say anything because i can’t explain everything.! hmf!!

i cant understand him.!

that time i saw a guy..  a friend of mine but i didn’t expect that i wil saw him that  way. a sad man with teary eyes.! i realize that he was in a deep pain.! i want to ease those pains and comfort him. But i don’t know how! i want to tell him that im here to listen  a good friend of him! but i cant.! from that moment i think i knew that there are lot of people like me hiding their true filings and trying to be happy even if the’yre not!. he really touched my heart !. and i told my self that im just LIKE HIM..

i know i live a gud life..

having lots of friends out there some are tru some are u can col “just frends”

they can make me happy !!! but as long as your frends saw you smiling they can’t notice how sad u are.

i admit tht i always wearing a mask 4 some reasons i always hide the feelings i have inside.

i can keep all this feelings as long as i can.! i cried alone coz’ i dont want to look so weak.!

but im just human i can’t handle it all alone, sometimes its too heavy 2 kip!.

theres instances that i cant control my tears to comes out.!and i know its the tears  from the deepest part of my heart .!

• “I’m not lucky i’m telling you, my life is not colorful as they know , not happy as they think but i’m trying to stay away from the things that makes me sad”